Saturday, July 14, 2012


3/26/2012         “Feeling Some Stress”


Momma,

  No worries, I didn’t even know about an earthquake here in Mexico. I didn’t feel anything. Ha ha… It was pretty far away from us here. I am good. I just want to______ (ugghh…) my companion…Nothing has changed.  (Can you tell I am still frustrated with him?) But, I figured out why Heavenly Father put me with him. It’s a weird story.

So, I was with my Last companion and one day he told me that I was kind of prideful… So, I sat there and used my pride to ask questions, like how or what or to say I wasn’t. So, I studied a lot because I thought I was just confident. I wanted to know the differencia(difference) so, I started praying a ton so that my Padre Celestial(Heavenly Father) could show me what was pride...And then…………… I got my companion I have now… (Fancy pants...) (The missionary I am dealing with right this moment.…)I don’t ever want to be like him. But I am going to have to talk to my president because; I can’t work with someone who doesn’t want to work here. Besides when you can’t feel the spirit, that is a big problem. That is why I feel, we are not having any success.

My camera is messed up and I don’t know why. my chip of my camera isn’t working with the computadora(computer) I will have to have that fixed sometime this week. I am stressing out a bunch right now and I don’t know why. One problem is that we don’t have anybody to  bautizado(baptize.) There’s just a ton of stress… We don’t have people to teach and it’s like my companion doesn’t even think about that.

It’s like there is so much stuff to do but, I don’t have control over it all. I just feel like I don’t have any control of anything.

I need to not get stressed out. Take each day for what it is worth. And remember I’m not alone. I am on a spiritual high and when things do not go right I blame myself. That is exactly what Satan wants me to do is fail. I pray for guidance and patience every day.

I think I need to pray extra hard because I am stressing but I will be talking to president this week so, we will see how it goes. I know he can give me advice that will help.  I know it’s rough and I know that the Lord is always there for me. I have seen it a lot of times on my mission. I can’t forget what I have learned and I have to put it to use. I can’t let one person change everything that I have learned and felt.

 Thanks momma a ton. I love you and thank you for the help. I will kick it into gear this week.

 Have a great weekJ

tu hijo

Elder Anderson


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